closetguy89

so i took a break from doing anything productive. turns out it's just what i needed. i finally know who i am and i don't need to pretend to be anything else and i dont need to complicate myself with any drama or fanciful bullshit. In other news some friends and i have begun publication of a comic series and a diy culture magazine (a zine if you like using the lingo). So expect to see more literature and whatnot up here. Forem Validus

I've found my peace. From here on out, the ground i walk is paradise and all conflict is zen. Forem Validus

Winter has always been a time of harsh trials for me, and it's looking like this year is going to be the worst of all. The best Christmas of my life, the first Christmas of the rest of my life with the most important person in my world, has turned into yet another winter from hell. I don't know if you really understand how helpless I am without you. I spend every waking second thinking of you and all the feelings you send through my spine. I used to be an island all to myself, now I've been reduced to a desperate lost soul. For the first time in my life, I am on my knees begging for you to take me back. I don't want another one of my dumbshit